Last night I cried when I saw the words that I wrote to you.
Tears slowly drifted down my face as I thought about the different emotions that my heart felt the moments we were together.
The anger I had before, gone-
Replaced with a sort of wondering what its like-
What its like because I can't remember
The thoughts of you holding me gone
The warmth and sweetness of your kiss drifted away
I cried last night because what seem to bond us together is gone.
The only thing left was letters and pictures.
Things that only could make sense to me.
Pictures that are externally filled with happy smiles
But internal I am filled with thoughts of pain, struggle and conflict.
I cried last night because I realized I am over you.
Though you might still be apart of me.
But my soul is free and the want for something more screams
New thoughts reach my mind and I realize -
as I cry the feelings I had for you I am beginning to feel for another
The tears fall because I want something Different
I am someone who is different
And I know that this will be different.
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