So I am sitting here contemplating the inner most workings of my heart. Trying to understand how oooh how did I end up at this point. Now I'm not saying I am not happy about what my heart is feeling and the triple beat I get when I see your face, kiss your lips or even feel your large arms around me making me feel like the rest of the world has disappeared. I am elated at these feelings. I would not trade it for the world. But I can't remember the last time I felt this feeling.
I told my brother about the feeling she said Love was calling me. I kind of laughed. But parts of me are wondering how true those words are. See I closed my heart off to this feeling. The feeling that makes me feel like I want to give the world to another. Heartbreak tore me to pieces and pain was the only thing I felt even when trying to feel love.
But they say the moment that you stop trying that is when it happens. I am sitting here thinking about every moment spent with you, building with you and nothing else matters, simply those moments. Not quite sure where we stand, if you feel the same, I am just happy I can say I know this feeling again.
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